Saturday, September 02, 2006 . 6:10 PM
The Idealist.
ideal (adj). 1: existing only in the mind; IMAGINARY, also: lacking of practicality 2: PERFECT
I live in a world glazed with honey, everything adorned with perfection.. I love it.., a refuge that would cradle my lost soul. I'm aware that this world exists only in my mind. Everything is wrapped in a bubble,any minute it would burst..any minute it would shatter.. Maybe it's one of the reasons why I'm havin' a hard time living in reality, wherein everything is fleeting..everything is real. I can't live forever in a dream.. but I can't help it, Daydreaming bout perfect scenarios, happy ever-afters and my perfect someone.Enticed by the sweet promises of forever.
Maybe at this moment you're beginning to hate me.. But don't get me wrong, I'm REAL, eventhough I'm fooled by this stupid thoughts..I'm real inside-out..Damn! Am I that difficult? Is it wrong to believe in those kind of things..? Is it wrong to wish for something you know you can't have..? Is it wrong to dream..? I'm really puzzled and i can't stop thinking .. pondering.. and regurgitating thoughts in my head.. But I can't stop dreaming eventhough I have to live with the cruelty of reality.. It's still my choice.. my decision, And I opt, to still be.. an idealist.
ideal (adj). 1: existing only in the mind; IMAGINARY, also: lacking of practicality 2: PERFECT
I live in a world glazed with honey, everything adorned with perfection.. I love it.., a refuge that would cradle my lost soul. I'm aware that this world exists only in my mind. Everything is wrapped in a bubble,any minute it would burst..any minute it would shatter.. Maybe it's one of the reasons why I'm havin' a hard time living in reality, wherein everything is fleeting..everything is real. I can't live forever in a dream.. but I can't help it, Daydreaming bout perfect scenarios, happy ever-afters and my perfect someone.Enticed by the sweet promises of forever.
Maybe at this moment you're beginning to hate me.. But don't get me wrong, I'm REAL, eventhough I'm fooled by this stupid thoughts..I'm real inside-out..Damn! Am I that difficult? Is it wrong to believe in those kind of things..? Is it wrong to wish for something you know you can't have..? Is it wrong to dream..? I'm really puzzled and i can't stop thinking .. pondering.. and regurgitating thoughts in my head.. But I can't stop dreaming eventhough I have to live with the cruelty of reality.. It's still my choice.. my decision, And I opt, to still be.. an idealist.
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vanillaboi
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