Tuesday, September 05, 2006 . 5:18 PM
Hate Machine.
I made this yesterday ^_^
I really had a bad day.. The sudden change of weather is really getting on my nerves.. I think I'm goin' to have a headache..My head is spinnin' around like a top ragin' out of control.. And now..All i want to do is to SLEEP! God.. I really miss it.. I arrived home late because I got stucked at LRT line 2 Santolan Station 'cause it rainin' cats and dogs.. I'm so stupid I forgot to bring my handy-dandy umbrella hehe :p . I went straight up to my room and changed quickly, I was about to close the door to rest and get that much needed sleep, my dad barged in, ragin' with fury with his right fist ready to strike a jab right through my face, I was startled.. I didn't know what to do.. Fortunately he didn't executed the jab.. he told me that he was really REALLY very disappointed w/ the results of my prelim grades. He crumpled the piece of paper in front of me , he immediately grabbed me forcing me to eat the paper (OMG!) then he cursed me and uttered words like icycles working its ways towards my heart. That moment I was really shocked, I stopped him and pushed him away 'cause he's actin' like a mad man. That moment I hated him so much 'cause he didn't even gave me a chance to explain and make everything clear..Well I really believe that the feeling is mutual..He hates me too.I never felt his love for me.. I never envisioned my self to be like him in the future. After that..He calmed down.. He said that he was sorry.. But I still know that he don't understand me, but anyway I can't hate him forever, He is still my father..
Next drama king???..eww don't wanna think 'bout it..
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vanillaboi
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