Wednesday, September 20, 2006 . 2:58 PM
4 Minutes. The Break-up.
I really thought that this would be a happy day...
LRT2 - Legarda Station.. then sushi.. my sushi called..
vanillaboi: Hey! Why po?
sushi: Wala lng.. may gusto akong sabihin sau..
vanillaboi: ano po un?
sushi: I'm so depressed.. Parang gusto kong magalit sayo pero wala ka namang kasalanan...
vanillaboi: Huh?! bkit po?
sushi: (crying) let's be friends nalang muna cguro.. Damn.. tayo nga.. Pro.. I can't feel it.. Prang gusto kitang sumbatan but I can't...
vanillaboi: Ok po.. I knew it nman .. khit ako na feel ko rin yun.. I really hope na alam mo that the feeling is mutual..I can't feel you too..
sushi: Bry.. friends parin tayo dba? I will always be here for you.. Yun lng I can't imagine na may bf ako pero parang wala..
vanillaboi: opo..
sushi: I hope wala taung sama ng loob sa isa't isa..
vanillaboi: yup.. wala po..
sushi: salamat..
Hmm.. that phonecall shattered me into pieces.. I knew it from the start.. but haay.. I still believed that what we're having is true.. I was once again fooled.. I thought we could fix everything and keep things right on track. But sushi gave up.. Although sometimes I can't feel sushi .. I never gave up.. I can't cry .. and I promised myself that i should not.. The girl beside me asked me if I'm fine.. nkakahiya tlga ako.. I can't move.. My feet were entangled by regret and my heart is laced with sorrow.. But I told myself that I should move on...Although a bit impaired.. I should not be afraid to make the next step and walk away..
I don't deserve someone like sushi..
And I will never cry for sushi.. NEVER..
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vanillaboi
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